And in that moment we were infinite scrolling.

btr // a dream is a wish your heart makes.
[i never done a yellow set before so pardon...]
 
monday, may 2 –
it’s almost finals time, and seniors are getting ready to graduate. if you’re one of them, there’s an assembly in the school hall during second period to discuss your exams.
 

Shrugging on my jacket, I quietly tiptoe my way to the front door. She is still hopefully asleep and maybe tired from all the fuckiing they have been doing. They didn't even bother holding back the noises and wild, erratic things they did last night. With these thin walls, nothing can be kept.
 
When I'm about to turn the knob, hurried footsteps swiftly comes through the halls. I turn around and see her shrugging on her robe. Red smudges designs the corners of her mouth, black mascara adorns her cheeks. She looks abused, I bet she loves that.
 
"Juliet, sweetie, where are you going?" She sounds concerned when I know she isn't. "Have you eaten breakfast already?"
 
"I'm going to school and I had a piece of bread." We ran out of bread last week.
 
"Oh, already? Okay, sweetie, but before you come home..." She raises her eyebrows as if we have some sort of agreement on something. Yet I know what she's talking about. She only wakes up to remind me.
 
She caresses my cheek tenderly as if she is trying to be motherly. I have this sudden urge to snap my head away from her hand but I know she will slap me for it.
 
I nod and continue to turn the doorknob.
 
--->
 
The auditorium fills in slowly. Murmurs invade the quiet place. Few rush to their friends while the others slowly comes in, obvious by their body posture that they don't want to be here.
 
The principal comes in and give out a speech that no one cares about. I sit farther from everyone where I'm not noticeable. Everyone expects so much from us in this stage. Where I think this is where we find ourselves and be careless. But of course it doesn't matter.
 
I raise my head to see them standing up and heading to the door. I do the same and head to my next class and ignore the way they look at me.
 
--->
 
The place is nearly deserted and the boss is still in the bathroom. In exactly two minutes this place will be crowded quickly meaning I have to move fast. You may think that I would do this without worry but every time I do it makes me worry more even more. The risk of getting caught makes my heart beat so fast. Nearly to the point where it hurts so bad.
 
Shoving the key to the hole, I twist it quickly and it opens with a loud squeak. I don't bother checking if he heard it. My hands move fast to open the jar and I shove bills at the back of my pocket. I place it back and that's when I hear footsteps approaching.
 
I put on a the best fake smile to make me look not guilty.
 
For the rest of the night I work without worry, the thought of stealing completely erases my mind. And when I leave the place I hear a throat clearing. Alarmingly I turn my head to the source of the noise. He has a cigarette in his hand and is blowing puffs of smoke in the air. Leans comfortably against the wall, giving him the whole cool demure.
 
We never talk in school but I know what they say about him. Seems like everyone has a say on anyone here. They say he's a bit of a poser yet they think he's funny. Crude yet fun to be with.
 
"I know what you did." He simply says before he heads around the back.
 
My whole body freezes and he didn't even give me time to respond. Time to defend myself. Will he tell? I simply place my hand at the back of my jeans and continue back home.
 
I hope she's happy.
 
[ yes, it's not that long and i am keeping it that way. short parts of her life yet it reveals something about juliet. i hate my vagina right now, who'd be willing to trade? i am very blunt, deal with it. why did i have to be born? oh and i am a virgin.]
4 comments
{otf} if you wanna go and get high wit me smoke a L in the back of the benz-y.
WEDNESDAY20TH-- Jeff, Peyton's brother, is hosting an impromptu karaoke night--customers and even employees are welcome to participate, but please, don't have too much to drink and make a fool of yourself. You'll still have to face us tomorrow.
 
[I am aware that her neck isn't the same color as her skin tone and that it is very bad. Why do I even make dolls these days?. My brain can't come up with anything to write. This feeling sucks! *Knocks my head to see if my brain can function well again* Blegh! Hm.... what are the songs that are worth buying on iTunes?]
4 comments
{otf tryout} and one day you'll discover that she's my girl forever and ever.
kassia waverly, 21.
known as: the one who can’t help but string the boys along.
"the girl is mine," mj + paul mccartney.
bio: kassia is peyton's personal assistant and, as such, spends a lot of time in the back, following peyton around. she's got a terrible habit for leading on multiple guys at once, only to sever all ties with them and start in on a new round of boys.
model suggestion: hanne gaby odiele.
 

a. Tell us about yourself. What do you like to do? a.Where are you from? What is your family like? In essence, who are you?
 
Oh, okay then *shifs nervously*. Well for starters I am Kassia Waverly, hailing from New York. You must think I’m a city girl, quite the opposite actually. My mom always thought of me as her princess and pampered me to perfection. She taught me to be the perfect lady like how she was in her teen years. All those lessons were thrown out the window when I was eighteen. We were graduating and a close friend of mine threw a party, she bugged me to no end to come. Knowing how mom was like when it came to high school parties, it took a while to convince her. Okay, I lied about a few details. Anyway, during the party I was scared sh.tless because I never been to a party before (Mom remember). Long story short, I was introduced to drugs, alcohol, and a whole a lot more and I didn’t realize that I was missing so much. I came to a decision to go to college in Portland. I didn’t tell mother dearest meaning I had to take care of myself
 
b. What is your style? How would you classify it? What do you like to wear?
At work, I usually dress as professional as my wardrobe gets and trust me it isn’t that much. But when I’m not following Peyton around I just put whatever isn’t at on the hamper, they’re mostly soft, pastel colors.
 
c. What is a quote that describes you? This can be an actual quote by a person, from a book, movie, etc., or a song lyric.
 
"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free." - Jim Morrison
 
d. What kind of person do you see yourself as? Also, how do other perceive you?
 
I see myself as a determined, hard-working person who also knows how to have fun. And others usually thinks of me as an overworking, kiss-ass to my boss. *shrugs* I rarely have time for those who think that.
 
e. Why should you get this part?
I love how the characters are based of a song which is fresh for me. When I read Kassia’s bio story lines just started filling in my head and I just know I have to get her part. And writing stories is just my passion
 
f. What other RPs are you in? How often do you get on Polyvore?
I’ve only been on one RP and it wasn’t quite successful for me. Wait, don’t dare turn your back on me now. I think this role play would be fantastic and since I only have three days off school left, I’ll probably be online everyday.
 
g. Your top three choices (and models that you would use).
Excluding Kassia:
 
Kendra Dennis-Moore
Elena Price
Wren De la Croix
 
I'll use the designated models.
 
[I actually wasn't suppose to audition since the deadline was nearing and clearances and exams were coming. But then there was a second audition and I just had to. Blue, again? Yeah I know, I just don't do well with edgy colors.]
4 comments
i've been walking around trying to figure out why i am feeling all the feelings that i'm feeling now.
-never shout never
 
i haven't made a set in days and it's already march, crazy! i lost all inspiration to make one. whenever i do i just get really frustrated and i don't know if you could really call this a set. my shoulder hurts. we have family day tomorrow it's kind of a fair. me and my friends are getting hennas although i wish they were permanent....
 
ANYWAYS, OMG IT'S A UNICORN!
6 comments
lvb audition || when the lights are dim and your heart is racing
lying is the most fun a girl can do without taking her clothes off - panic! at the disco
lvb audition
 

name; Bethany Alice “Beth” Kauffman
age; 21
hometown; Georgetown, California
family; Beth’s parents were always described as hippies. Roy and Annie Kauffman met at the Woodstock Festival and it was love at first sight. They’ve been through a lot together and they just can’t stay at only one place. So it was a big surprise when they permanently resided at Portland. It was also a surprise when Roy Kauffman became a professor in Reed College. While his wife, Annie, only recently became a zoo keeper at the Washington Park. Rumors say that our dearest Annie is having an affair with one of her fellow co-worker. Is it true? No one knows. And after giving birth to Beth, three years later they conceived a baby boy who goes by Tristen.
style; cute top, long (not so matching) skirts, think Cassie Ainsworth.
occupation; student at Art Institute of Portland, part time waitress at Urban Grind Coffeehouse & Roasters
bio; Oh Beth, where do we start with her. She is an optimist in every situation, constantly moving around, and is always sun shines with everywhere she goes. Everybody is friends with her and its not hard to fall in love with her. She always keeps you on your feet and can always get you up on your saddest moments. Traveling from one state to another, she always made friends easily so it was no problem when they stayed at Portland. Although Beth wasn’t always like this, back in Georgetown she was always bullied because she was always described as a freak only at the tender age of seven. After hours of school she always came home to her mama crying about those mean boy and girls who pushed her down the playground, taunting her. Of course, she didn’t know what to do. But after moving out of her hometown she couldn’t be happier than ever. Wait, I think she hears divorce papers being signed.
model; Daisy Lowe
 
name; Collin Hyde
age; 25
hometown; Portland, Oregon
occupation; Bartender at at Urban Grind Coffeehouse & Roasters
bio; Collin Hyde was always known for his charm with the ladies. He liked to flirt a lot, so no wonder he lost all his girlfriends back then. Maybe they didn’t understand who Collin Hyde really is. But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t believe in love. So now he is engaged to a Daphne Sharpe. Though ever since a Bethany Kauffman walked down those doors in the coffee shop, he has been having second thoughts on who he really wants to be with
dating status; Engaged but has strong feeling for Beth.
model; Francisco Lachowski
 
name; Tristen Kauffman
age; 18
hometown; Georgetown, California
occupation; High school Student
bio; Stubborn little Tristen always gets in trouble from school. His parents didn’t know what to do with him so they let him be. He is always out of the house with his friends doing what teenagers do now days. He and his sister have a very close relationship so it was no wonder it was his sister who bailed him out of jail for stealing. Up to now they’re parents don’t know what he did to the past. Although he usually comes out as a bad boy, he is always sweet and shy around girls.
dating status; single
model; Callan McAuliffe
 
[crosses fingers]
4 comments